I feel that this week I've just been hanging in there, just holding on to the edge with my finger tips. I feel attacked by the enemy and somewhat depressed by some things that I have in my mind. I just wish certain things in my home would change but they don't and it irritates me. I think my lack of prayer this week has to do alot to the way I have responded to certain things which I now regret. I need to get a grip, a good one 'cause it's pathetic of me to go on this way, I am a child of God and should be joyful even if the circumstances around me don't make sense for joy.