I feel that this week I've just been hanging in there, just holding on to the edge with my finger tips. I feel attacked by the enemy and somewhat depressed by some things that I have in my mind. I just wish certain things in my home would change but they don't and it irritates me. I think my lack of prayer this week has to do alot to the way I have responded to certain things which I now regret. I need to get a grip, a good one 'cause it's pathetic of me to go on this way, I am a child of God and should be joyful even if the circumstances around me don't make sense for joy.

Thank you Lord for everything you've done for me and my family this year. For the good and the bad I thank you. I will for ever thank you and be blessed because you looked at me and decided to make me part of your team, part of your body. I will never understand the magnitude of your Love for us...... thanks again.

I feel better than I did yesterday thank God. There's some areas in my life that God is still helping me through. You know the devil tries to tell me, you're a hypocrite there you go again crying asking forgiveness for the same sin again why do you even bother to pray about it you're never going to change. But I know my Lord loves me and is interceding for me in heaven this very second , who can separate me from his love? Thank you Lord for your word that strengthens my spirit.